igafn hIxM aigafn pUjf

pRo: gurbcn isMG

isafixaF df ieh qwq kwiZaf hoieaf ey ik ijs afdmI ny pUjf krnI sLurU kr idwqI Aus df bOiDk ivkfs ruk igaf. ajyhf afdmI afpxI sfrI qvwjoN pUjf qy hI lgf dyNdf hY. sfrI ijLMdgI smfijk, Dfrimk guxF qoN aDUrI hI gvf dyNdf hY. jykr pUjf dy nfl jfp sLurU ho jfey qF sfrf jIvn kohlU dy bYl vFg hI lMGf dyNdf hY. iksy vyl nUM Gr dy bfhr gyt qy lgf idwqf jfey qF Aus vyl df kwd Aus gyt dy brfbr hI rhygf, Auh vyl gyt afly duafly hI rhygI. iek sMGxF jyhf COrf bx jfeygf. jykr Aus vyl nMU iksy lMby drwKq dy nfl lgf idwqf jfey qF Aus vyl df kwwd lMby drwKq ijnF ho jfeygf. vyl lMbI ho jfeygI, vyl df ivkfs huMdf rhygf. mnwuK pUjf pwQr dIaF bxfeIaF hoeIaF mUrqIaF dI kr irhf hY, qy Aus df nF bfr 2 lY irhf hY. ajyhf ies leI ho igaf hY ik mnuwK igafn lYx leI iqafr nhIN hY. igafn df nf hoxf hI pUjf qy jfp sLurU kr ilaf hY. mnuwK dI hflq qy ieh bx geI ey ds kdm awgy cl irhf hY qy iPr ds kdm ipwCy vl nUM af irhf hY. muV 2 ky kohlU dy bYl vFg AuQy hI gyVy kwZI jf irhf hY. srb isrysLt gurbfxI df igafn hox dy bfvjUd vI iswK Drm dy ainafeI aigafnqf dy aMDyry KuUh ivc izwgdy jf rhy hn. by-loVIaF, by-ZMgIaF rsmF krn lwg pey hn, ijnF dI Kilafr ikqy aAuNdI njLr nhIN lwgdI. dyKx nUM lwgdf ey ik sLfied ieh hI aslI Drm hovy.

iswK kOm ijs kMm dy ipwCy pY jFdI hY. AuhnF icr ipwCy hwtx df nF nhIN lYNdI ijnHF icr Auh kMm krm kFz ivc qbdIl nf ho jfey iek jwQybMdI ny koeI kMm kIqf qF dUsrI jwQybMdI vI isrDV dI bfjLI lf ky kMm krdy hn. BfvyN Aus ivc kOmI lfB hovy jF nf hovy ieh kMm mYN krnf hI krnf hY. sLqfbdIaF df dOr sLurU hoieaf qF iswK icMqkF ny kOm ivc nvIN jfgrqI Brn leI iek ipMz qoN dUjy ipMz qIk jlUsF df pRbMD kIqf qFik suwqI hoeI kOm ivc nvIN jfgrqI pYdf hovy. nvIN rUh PUukx leI kIrqn drbfrF df pRbMD hoieaf, smyN dy gyV nfl hOlI 2 ieh dovyN krm awj keI QFeI krmkFz df rUp Dfr cuwky hn jdoN iksy kMm dy ipwCy lfB nf idwsdf hovy qF ajyhy kMmF nUM nvyN isry qoN ivAuNq bMdI krn ivc koeI hrj nhIN hoxf cfhIdf. sB qoN pihlF jlUs jF ngr kIrqn sbMDI kuJ ivcfr crcf krnI jLrUrI hY. mhfnkosL ivc iliKaf hoieaf ey ik ngr dy ivc iPr ky kIrqn krn nUM ngr kIrqn afiKaf igaf hY qy jlUs df arQ hY-bYTxf, rfjisMGfsn pur bYTxf kcihrI krn bYTxf, sj Dj dI svfrI aqy iekwT. iswK ieiqhfs ivc jdo gurU hirgoibMd sfihb jI guaflIar dy iklHy ivc njLrbMd sn qF bfbf buwZf jI aqy BfeI gurdfs jI ny ipMz 2 ivc jf ky sMgqF nUM srkfr dI mfVI nIqI qoN jfxMU krfieaf. ies mhfn GtnF df nF ieiqhfs ivc cONkIaF kwZxf aAuNdf hY. jdoN qoN sLqfbdIaF df dOr sLurU hoieaf ey qF dyKf-dyKI sfriQk kMm Cwz ky sfrI kOm ngr kIrqn jF jlUs kwZx qIk sImq hUMdI jfp rhI ey. bfhrly mulkF aMdr ies df nF pryz rwiKaf hY. pMjfb idwlI nfloN iehnF pryzF dy nqIjy byhqr inkl rhy hn, pr GtIaf rfjnIqI dy ieh vI isLkfr ho jFdy hn. sfl ivc iek do vfr ngr kIrqn kwZxy AuqsLfh jnk kMm hY. kOm dy ivc iswKI pYgfm df sohxf hulfrf aANdf hY. bfhrly mulkF ivc keI ngr kIrqn pUry sfl leI afpxI sLfp Cwz ky jFdy hn.

pMjfb dI DrqI dy vwizaF sLihrF ivc hr sfl nvIaF qbdIlIaF dyKx nUM imldIaF hn. pihlF pihl jdoN ngr kIrqn inkldy huMdy sI qF coNkF dI sPfeI krky AuWQy bkfiedf iswKI isDFq dI gwl kIqI jFdI sI. prcfrk vIr DVwly nfl iswKI mhfnqf dI gwl krdy sn. awj ajyhf nhIN ho irhf, keIaF ipMzF dy ngr kIrqnF ivc ajy vI ajyhf ho irhf hY. dIvfn swjdy hn lokF nUM sbMiDq gurpurb qoN jfxUM krvfieaf jFdf hY.

ipMz hovy jF sLihr hovy kuJ sfl pihlF qIk ieh inXm apnfieaf huMdf sI ik awj ngr kIrqn inklxf ey ies leI sfry rsqy dI sPfeI kIqI jfey. sfry lok bhuq hI sLrDf nfl afpixaF 2 GrF dy awgoN dI sPfeI kr dyNdy sn. hux qy eyvyN lwgdf ey ijvyN ik pRBfq PyrIaF qy ngr kIrqn df hI iswKF koly klcr rih igaf hovy.

hux ngr kIrqn qF rih hI nhIN igaf, sB qNo AucI rOlf pAux df iek ivKfvf rih igaf hovy. awgy 2 ngr kIrqn jf irhf huMdf ey ipwCy Aus dy pUrI qrHF pwqlF iClVF qy hor keI pRkfr df kUVf krkt dyKx nUM imldf rihMdf hY. ngr kIrqn qoN iek idn pihlF pUrI sPfeI hoxI cfhIdI hY, aqy ngr kIrqn inkl jfx dy ipwCoN vI pUrI sPfeI hoxI cfhIdI hY. ijLMmyvfrI pRbMDkF dI hY.

igafn nf hox dI hflq ivc iek puKqf krmkFz sfzy ivc Gr kr igaf hY. gurU gRMQ sfihb jI dy awgy 2 cflI pMjfh nojvfn bwcy bwcIaF hwQF ivc JfVU lY ky qy nfl dI nfl pfxI vfly tYNk pfxI lY ky cldy hn. keI QfvF qy ijLafdf vI bwcy bwcIaF huMdIaF hn. ieh bwcy lMbIaF 2 lfienF bxf ik awgy 2 sPfeI krdy jFdy hn. bfxI suxn vl iksy df vI iDafn nhIN hMudf, afps ivc gwlF qy hfsf mKOl hI dyKx suxn nUM imldf hY. ijhVy bwcy sB qoN awgy jf rhy huMdy hn Auh qF sPfeI krI jFdy hn, pr ijhVy bwcy sB qoN ipwCy jf rhy huMdy hn Auh Blf kI kr hry huMdy hn? iesdf iksy pfs vI ZukvF juafb nhIN hY.

pihlF pihl jdoN vI afm iswK gurU gRMQ sfihb jI nUM afpxy Gr lY ky aAuNdf sI qF sfry rsqy dI sPfeI kIqI jFdI sI. eysy qrFH ngr kIrqn df pRbMD krn vfly iek idn pihlF sPfeI vl Aucycf iDafn dyNdy sn. awj sLYyqfn dI afNdr vFg iswKF ivc inwq nvyN krmkFz jnm lY rhy hn, qy ieh vwDdy hI jf rhy hn. ieh ngr kIrqn koeI sunyhF dy rhy sn, pr hux sLor sLrfby ivc gvfcdy jf rhy hn. lok ivKfvy ieh lok nvIN iksm dI syvf kr rhy hn. ies ivKfvy dI syvf ivcoN aslI syvf df mhwqv hI alop huMdf jf irhf hY. ieh syvf qF sfnUM rfq nUM krnI cfhIdI sI jF iek idn pihlF krnI cfhIdI sI. sfzf duK qF ieh hY ik sfnUM dyKygf kOx? asF qy sfrI syvf lok idKfvy leI hI qF krnI hY. asl gwl qF ieh mihsUs huMdI ey gurU gRMQ nfloN pfxI dI pUjf ijLafdf huMdI hY. pfxI nUM dyvqf mMinaf igaf hY. aDUrf igafn huMidaF ajyhIaF rsmF aksr jnm lY lYNdIaF hn. sLihrF ivc gurU dy nF qy keI prkfr dy krmkfNz aAuNdy jf rhy hn. igafn hIx lokF sbMDI gurU nfnk jI df njLrIaf bhuq spsLt hY—"miq QoVI syv gvfeIaY"] ieh Dwky dI kIqI hoeI syvf hY. asl syvf qF AdoN sLurU huMdI hY, jdoN ngr kIrqn lMG igaf hovy qF Aus dy ipCoN sfrI rl ky sPfeI kIqI jfey. isrP lok ivKfvy leI gurU gRMQ sfihb jI dy awgy 2 lwg ky ibnHF loV qoN pfxI roVI jfxf koeI sfriQk kMm nhIN lwgdf. ieMj lwgdf ik keIaF lokF ny syvf nUM DMDf bxf ikaf hY. kqfrF bMn ky ijLdo ijLdI pfxI roVI jfxf qy JfVU dIaF awgoN cuMJF lgweI jfxIaF ikMnI ku mhfn syvf hY?

iswKF dI sB qoN vwzI smwisaf gurU gRMQ nUM nf ivcfrnf hY. ies leI ies dIaF mnfeIaF hoeIaF sLqfbdIaF Gwty kOzIaF ivc rulx qoN vwD koeI Kfs prfpqI nhIN hY. ngr kIrqnF df nF qbdIl krky cyqnF mfrc vI sLurU hoey, iPr sLbd pRcfr mfrc sLurU hoey. sVkF qy gyt lgfey gey, KUub lMgr cwly aKbfrF ivc qsvIrF afeIaF cfr idn vfhvf 2 hoeI. piqqpuxy qy nsLy dI dldl ivc iswKI df byVf Pisaf ipaf hY.

igafn qoN vFJI kOm aMdr iek hor pUjf aKMzpfTF dIaF lVIaF dy rUp ivc af geI hY. sLqfbdIaF kI afeIaF keI lokF leI qF vr bx ky afeIaF hn. cfr sO sflf sLqfbdI afeI cfr sO hI aKMz pfT hI krfAuxy hn. ies leI koeI prvfr vI ies Pl qoN vFJf nf rih jfey. iehnF pfTF dIaF keI 2 iksmF hn—kuJ isr Pyr kuJ cup-gVwup qy kuJ mUMh bMn ky pfT kIqy jFdy hn. jldI pfT krfAux vfilaF dI aYmrjMsI Bytf rwKI hoeI hY. afigafnqf dy vws peI hoeI kOm ny gurU gRMQ sfihb jI dI ivcfrDfrf df pUrI qrHF vpfrIkrn kIqf hoieaf hY. afm gurduafiraF ivc aksr pfTI iekwlf bYT ky hI pfT krdf dyiKaf jf skdf hY. hF afps ivc imwqr dosq qy irsLqydfr rl ky pfT krn dI gwl df ijLkr jLrUr aAuNdf hY, pr cfr 4 jF pMj 5 pfTF dIaF lVIaF df ijLkr ikqy vI nhIN aAuNdf. gurduafiraF dI afmdn df sfDn bhuq qkVf bx igaf hY. ies leI krmkFz df ieh qMdUaf jfl pUrI qrHF jwkV mfrI bYTf hoieaf hY. ies kMm nUM hor AuqsLfh dyx leI isropfAu df purf 2 pRbMD kIqf huMdf hY. aKMzpfTF dI DUV gubfr ivc iswKI isDFq dI Kyh KuBVI AuzdI dyKI jf skdI hY.

aigafnqf dy vws peI hoeI kOm cl rhIaF lVIaF dy ivcoN svrg dy Pl dI afs lgfeI bYTI idsdI njLr af rhI hY. krmkFz dy hnyiraF ivc awkIN-plfeIN hwQ mfr rhI gvfcI hoeI kOm dyKI jf skdI ey. kI gurU gRMQ sfihb jI df igafn jIvn jfc hY jF mkYnIkl rYpItysLn? kI kOm afp soc ivcfr krygI?

bhuq hI musLklfqF df sPr qih krky pMQ prvfnq rihq mrXfdf hoNd ivc afeI sI, pr awj Ausy hI rihq mrXfdf dIaF DwjIaF AwuzdIaF sfP njLr aAuNdIaF hn. igafn dI Gft krky aigafnqf dI pUjf aksr imrqk sMskfrF qy dyKI jf skdI hY. rihq mrXfdf dy pMnf nM[25 qy iliKaf hoieaf {h} awKr ivcfrn vflf hY.

imrqk srIr nUM iesLnfn krf ky suawsL bsqr pfey jfx qy kkfr judf nf kIqy jfx. iPr qwKqy qy pf ky clfxy df ardfsf soiDaf jfvy. iPr arQI nMU cuwk ky sLmsLfn BumI vwl iljfieaf jfvy. kuJ bfhrly mulkF aMdr nvIN rIqI ny jnm lY ilaf hY imrqk srIr nUM gurduafry iljf ky mwQf itkfieaf jfey. ijLAuNdy jI qy kdy gurduafry viVaf nhIN

mrI hoeI imwtI nUM jLrUr asIN cwukI iPrdy hF. kI ieh aigafnqf nhIN hY? awgy hor iliKaf hY ivsQfr nfl sfkF sMbMDIaF dy sOK nUM muwK rwK ky pfT dI smfpqI df idn imwiQaf jfey. pfT krn ivc Gr vfly qy sMbMDI rl ky ihwsf lYx. jy ho sky qF rojL rfq nUM kIrqn vI hovy. duishry dy ipCoN clfxy dI koeI rsm bfkI nhIN rihMdI. lykn asl mrXfdf qF iswKF dI ieQoN sLurU huMdI hY. ajy kuJ smF vI nhIN lMiGaf huMdf bRhmx dI pUjf vrHIxy dy rUp ivc plsyty mfrdI iswKF dy Gr afx pYr psfrdI brsIaF df rUp Dfrn kr jFdI hY. pihlI ardfs ivc ieh kihaf igaf sI ik vfihgurU jI ies ivCVI hoeI afqmf nUM apxy crnF ivc invfs bKisLsL kro. ajy ieh bol TMzy vI nhIN hoey huMdy, vrHIxy qy brsIaF nUM iPr afKdyy hF jI ies ivCVI hoeI afqmf dI sLfqI leI iPr sRI aKMz pfT df afsrf ilaf jFdf hY. ipwCly sfl kIqI hoeI ardfs qy iblkul koeI ivsLvfs nhIN irhf. bVI byhXfeI nfl gurU dy sfhmxy Klo ky ieh ardfs krdy hF ik hy prmfqmf ies ivwCVI hoeI afqmf nUM afpxy crnf ivc invfs dyvIN qy asFnUM Bfxf mMnx df bwl bKisLsL krIN. kI iswK nUM gurU qy Brosf nhIN irhf? kI asIN aigafnqf dI pUjf qy nhIN kr rhy? kI "jIvq ipqr n mfnY koAU, mUeyN isrfD krfhI]" dI avsQf qF iswK dI nhIN ho geI? kI ieh igafnvfn kOmF df kMm hY jF bRhfmx dI ipwClwg hox df ivKfvf hY?

iswK rihq mrXfdf ivc Aucycf AulyK hY ik duishry dy ipwCoN clfxy dI koeI rsm bfkI nhIN rihMdI. agMITf TMzf hox qy dyh dI sfrI Bsm jl prvfh kr idwqI jfvy jF jLmIn ivc dwb ky brfbr kr idwqI jfvy. aMgITy ivcoN Puwl cug ky gMgf, pqflpurI, krqfrpur sfihb afidk QFvF qy pfxy mnmq hY. ajyhy kImqI isDFqF dI kOx prvfh krdf hY. ipwCly kuJ smyN qoN brsIaF mnAux df nvF siBafcfr cilaf hY. jdoN gurduafiraF dy pRbMDk ajyhy krmkFz nUM afmdn df sfDn smJx lwg pYx qF Aus kOm df rwb hI rfKf hY.

mYnUM iek Gr ivc sIR aKMzpfT qy jfx df mOkf imilaf BfeI jI pfsoN ardfs krfeI jf rhI sI ky bwcy dy kysF nMU kMGI lgfeI jf rhI hY afigaf bKisLsL kro. sfrIaF irsLqydfrIaF vloN ivafh vFg lYx dyx kIqf jf irhf sI. soc irihaf sF igafn qoN hIx hoky kOm aigafnqf dI pUjf ivc juV geI hY.

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